Evening

Dark day, dark place,

Consistent race,


For love and glory everywhere.

You feel love happens every day,

but not to you, they just dont care.


In the morning you feel fine,

At first glance everything is right.

But seconds later realize,

a day is just the same as night.


Some days are fine, but they are few,

Often everything is gray.

No matter, if the sky is blue,

It just don't feels like it's okay.


These awkward moments when you see,

Two people start to fall in love,

your outside may seem like you laugh,

Your inside thinks „You‘re killing me.“


The feeling hurts, deep from inside,

It throbbs and stings and aches and burns,

You feel you wanna die tonight,

But then you start to get concerns.


Your feelings vary every day,

don't take that much to change

It might be just a word you hear,

To make you feeling strange.


There isn't any god above,

to rule the world at all,

You're laying in your bed alone,

Wait for the night to fall.